"Drugs and alcohol have never been my thing. I get more addicted to people and feelings. Like the feeling of being alive or being in love and the person who can make me feel that way."
Something I told a friend of mine today ( sick-n4sty
"I want to be the rush of relief you feel
when awakening from a dream where
you’re drowning; that first gasp of
air after being submerged for so very
long. I want to prove to you that I
won’t sink my teeth into your neck and
suck out all the love you have left after
struggling for so long with someone
who spit it out on the pavement like it
was the most disgusting thing they had
ever tasted. I want to show you that I
can be your 3 AM call when you’re not
so sure being ‘you’ is something you
want to be. I’ll make you realize that
with every pulse in the pit of your chest
you’re making me feel more alive than
I’ve ever felt before.
I want to make you feel the same."
"I want to be with you, I just want to be with you. If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life, I would never be scared again. I want to hold you tight and I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me because nobody has ever meant more. I want to be able to help you and make you smile, just like you make me smile."
"Learn to value yourself, which means: fight for your happiness."
Loyalty and orgasms are all I really want in a relationship
"Read that book, wake up early in the morning and go for that run to start off your day. Buy the nicest underwear and wear it to boost your mood. Eat as clean as possible because you’ll feel so much better but treat yourself as well. Be kind to everyone. Go out to a cafe and watch people walk buy as you sip your coffee. Compliment that stranger! Start a conversation with that person on the bus. Read a book about food, about astronomy, learn a new language. Watch the sunrise. Get away for a weekend. Introduce yourself. Do yoga and go on a hike. Lay on the beach under the stars and have a dnm with your best friend. Dance around and sing at the top of yours lungs at that festival. Life is meant to be lived, not controlled."
My father tells me that I’m too loud
but he hasn’t yet figured out that
I inherited it from him,
that some traits were passed down
to his daughters
even though he wanted to see them
Had I been a boy, he would’ve told me
to shout louder,
the the world wants to hear
what a man has to say.
I’ll keep shouting until someone listens,
until I wake up god from a peaceful
He created all men equally,
where do I fit in?
"How do we forgive ourselves for all of the things we did not become?"
"14 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes" by David ‘Doc’ Luben (via ding-ang-bato